If ever

If ever life takes you for a spin, it was a message saying you had options to pick from. If ever you leave love, know you can always pick it up again. If ever one dies, one will be born, but if ever life is wasted, one cannot be gained nor made up for. Take on anything, just don't die without a story. Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments.
- Me.

Fuck

What have I done? What am I doing? My actions ruin everything. When will I learn?